I have no idea if other people experience the same but I almost feel like it's harder to keep up the good spirit of epic enthusiasm when you're nearly done with something.
I had a small *cough* bad photoshop day and really was like "Meh, the universe must hate me, need a hug!
" ... not because the universe hates me (I hope so) but because the high of being halfway through my project pages is fading and reality hits me. Which is actually only 20 pages left to do and I would have never thought I could EVER say "ONLY 20 pages LEFT" but it feels so... meh.
I experience the same with the last or last two panels of a page. It feels like every minute is dragging in slo-mo, I feel the unnerving need to speed up but of course I won't be any faster even if I wanted and it's... meh.
Thanks for all hugs, I really need it at the moment. =.= "Meh" isn't my favourite mood and I hope my enthusiasm is back when I can say I'm counting down the 19-ish page numbers... it's hilarious and pathetic at the same time. I totally know.
No give-away this week because I haven't check what else is my huge 2m Pax of Doom (except canvases and those stay). Will do so next week and see what else pops up. :3
Oh, ... finished two board-games last week (one awesome one for kids and one in French language... that was.. very special)... maybe it's one of the many reasons I'm so down. It feels like keeping a deadline depresses me more than *not* keeping one. Again... hilarious but it's the nagging "Now what? Another one? World domination? Ice-cream? Chocolate? Couch-potatoeing?"
Otherwise I'm totally fine. Nothing wrong, life keeps going on and did I mention I have a freshwater gastropod named Hildegard? o.O ... well, if not: She's really huge.