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Sometimes I wanna headdesk

Journal Entry: Sun May 6, 2012, 12:13 PM
  • Listening to: mnyameow
  • Watching: Hantje snorring
  • Eating: pumpkin
  • Drinking: honey mint tea
I have no idea if other people experience the same but I almost feel like it's harder to keep up the good spirit of epic enthusiasm when you're nearly done with something.
I had a small *cough* bad photoshop day and really was like "Meh, the universe must hate me, need a hug! :( " ... not because the universe hates me (I hope so) but because the high of being halfway through my project pages is fading and reality hits me. Which is actually only 20 pages left to do and I would have never thought I could EVER say "ONLY 20 pages LEFT" but it feels so... meh.

I experience the same with the last or last two panels of a page. It feels like every minute is dragging in slo-mo, I feel the unnerving need to speed up but of course I won't be any faster even if I wanted and it's... meh.

Thanks for all hugs, I really need it at the moment. =.= "Meh" isn't my favourite mood and I hope my enthusiasm is back when I can say I'm counting down the 19-ish page numbers... it's hilarious and pathetic at the same time. I totally know.

No give-away this week because I haven't check what else is my huge 2m Pax of Doom (except canvases and those stay). Will do so next week and see what else pops up. :3

Anne

Oh, ... finished two board-games last week (one awesome one for kids and one in French language... that was.. very special)... maybe it's one of the many reasons I'm so down. It feels like keeping a deadline depresses me more than *not* keeping one. Again... hilarious but it's the nagging "Now what? Another one? World domination? Ice-cream? Chocolate? Couch-potatoeing?"

Otherwise I'm totally fine. Nothing wrong, life keeps going on and did I mention I have a freshwater gastropod named Hildegard? o.O ... well, if not: She's really huge. :XD:

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=mimose-stock May 8, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
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:iconsturmdaemonin:
:glomp: ich mach mit dir "meh".

Gedanke dazu: Ich bin in einem 3/4 Jahr fertige Tierärztin (Job in Aussicht), wenn denn alles gut geht, ab Oktober haben wir Abschlussprüfungen - man könnt ja schon mal was tun, zum Beispiel für die bösen Fächer, wie Pharmakologie... und ich hätt sogar Zeit... ja, man könnte.
Zum Malen fehlt mir aber auch die Motivation, jetzt, wo ich wieder Zeit hab. Wenn ich total im Stress war (Praktikum, 12 h auf Arbeit) wollt ich malen. Es ist ausgesprochen frustrierend.
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~Rita-Ria May 7, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Drück dich mal
hast du schon mal Yoga probiert - nur mal so?
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`trenchmaker May 7, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Ich mache normalerweise 5-6x die Woche Sport (wer hätte gedacht, dass ICH das mal sagen werde :XD: )- Sonntag abend kam noch eine Stunde nach dem ewigen am PC sitzen und die tat wirklich gut. Jetzt tut mir der Bauch weh vom Muskelkater (Marke "auch lachen kann weh tun..."), aber das war es mir wert. Heute muss ich leider pausieren, aber morgen gehts weiter und ich freu mich auch schon arg drauf. Die Bewegung ist auf alle Fälle der richtige Ausgleich zum Job. :hug:
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~Rita-Ria May 8, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
JAAA, so sehe ich das auch! Und handele auch so.
Vor allem der Rücken dankt es mir...
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*SapphireGamgee May 6, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Everyone has periods of "meh". :petting: I hope it doesn't get you down for too long!
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*Aiko-Hirocho May 6, 2012  Student General Artist
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:iconstarry-anime:
Story of my life!! I totally feel for you, but you can do it!! Keep working, and it'll get done!
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